… im nothing special,and like i told my friend,you may think im crazy,but i was certain that my little gift,and my dream were meant to tell me that brenda was going t o make it and turn the pain into joy. … it was now july 11,i made it to the hospital that morning,and to no surprise to me,a family friend told me that the family made the decision to turn off the machines. ,. . . it was now a waiting game. a waiting game of 30 seconds…. // via Christmas feed from the net